我記得我。。

我记得我想要，却又放弃了。

我记得我拥有，却又不见了。

我记得我错过，却又再犯了。

我记得我说过，却又忘掉了。

我记得受过伤，却都不再想。

我记得开心过，一定要记得。

totaled

what a disappointing fight i put through when i look at the mark...
have i change too much or is it this is the reality i have been hiding from?
i always thought i am ready and good to go but it isn't.
having too much freedom drown me..
excuse is the regular penadol for my illness..

i always DREAM to work hard..
i always THOUGHT i am way better than other...
i always FORGOT what i promised today..
i am such a LOSER ...

somehow somewhere sometime, i feel as though i have let go some part of me, some of my principal, some of my belief, some of my faith, some of my thought and some of my responsibility.

whats the point of regretting it later?
dun ask sympathy from other, it make u looks like a total fool..

after scolding myself,it still doesn't make any different !! haha
i know i can do way better..
even though after all this crap i spilled, i still duno what should i do now..
T.T

过去未来

过去，会让未来更好。
但不需要用过去，来让自己长大。

回想时，脑海不会一片空黑。
那一路走来的自己，会让你如此的惊讶。

我不说

一件值得快乐的事，可以迅间变得悲哀；
一个值得宝贵的物，可以顿时失去珍贵；
一件简单得很的事，可以隐藏如此复杂；
虽然现在我很喜欢，可以突然如此讨厌；



谢谢那美好，我曾相信的美好。
i miss those smile of my family;
i crave for laughter of the smile.